Hi there
I concur with the other posters, in that you do need to seek professional assistance to deal with your current financial difficulties.
Admittance of the problem goes a long way to get the process started, but an insolvency practitioner can help you to then find the right solution to fix things permanently. There may be some difficult decisions to make along your journey, but with committment to sort things out, and a good IP at your shoulder, this could all be history in a couple of months.
Good luck in your search, and stick around on the forum where you will find much guidance and support from professionals and fellow experts alike.
Regards, Melanie Giles, Insolvency Practitioner