Baby news :) & Sad news :(

[flumpy dog]

awww best wishes lyns xxx fd

[Shining]

Best wishes from me too Lyns, here for you on and off he forum. x

[Lisa2009]

Oh you're having such a tough time lately. I do hope things start to improve very soon for you, bump and mum. Just keep taking it easy and look after yourself xxx

[Julie]

Thoughts are with you Lyns and wishing with all my heart bump stays strong xx

Hopefully, you'll get some answers with your Mum too - you have a lot to contend with and it's not easy, but please put yourself first xx

[Skippy]

Sorry, just catching up with this. I hope things start to get better for you, bump and your mum xxx

[Skeef143]

I'm rubbish at knowing what to say when it comes to the serious stuff, but very best wishes from me too Lynsey xxx

[MrsKnight]

Thank you all, really appreciate it x

I just wish my problems would clear up n stop completely. I feel like a ticking time bomb waiting to go off. I keep telling myself that I'm doing everything right, I quite smoking the day I found out, not had one glass of wine etc & yet I get days where I wonder what I've done wrong. But then I feel blessed to be pregnant again. Blooming hormones are up n down like a yoyo.
We, well hubby under my instructions! Has finished the boys Room & we ordered the bunkbeds from Argos, ended up spending my shopping vouchers etc that I wanted to save for a TV
But I get moments where I think should we be doing this? Should we wait? I know it's my negative depression problems that cause it, but I get moments where I feel really scared.
I'm hoping I will feel better after my 20 week scan, but I know I'm never going to feel totally better till bump is born safe & well. Sorry feeling a bit low this morning x

[kallis3]

Cheer up Lyns - I'm sure everything will turn out ok in the end. This one seems determined to hang in there!

Just relax and let everyone else do the work!

[MrsKnight]

Sorry Jan, i don't know if I'm coming or going these days! It was only yesterday that I was thinking n feeling positive. The changes bump had brought already are all positive. Hubby has been cig free for a week now, he knows it's been hard on me quitting, so he has finally done it. With all the stress of the past few years & being poorly, this has forced me to slow down & say no to others & as hard as I find it put me first.
I'm enjoying all the sorting n planning of bedrooms! Will be doing the living room next when the MIL suite comes! The old one is going in the conservatory & it's going to be a play room for the boys, which they are loving at the moment!

I'm sure this bump is a pink one as I've never been so muddled, tearful, forgetful & maternal B4!
Yesterday I went to fill the sink to wash up, then took a cuppa tea upstairs to watch Telly n totally forgot & nearly flooded the kitchen!

[kallis3]

[:D][:D]

What are you like Lyns!!!!!

Each week brings it a bit closer - you're nearly halfway through now.

[lukeofyorkshire]

Yesterday I went to fill the sink to wash up, then took a cuppa tea upstairs to watch Telly n totally forgot & nearly flooded the kitchen!

Yikes I do stuff like that all the time haha!! [:D]

[kallis3]

Not pregnant are you Luke????

[MrsKnight]

Luke![:D][:D][:D]

Ooo that's made me giggle!

I know Jan, I will soon be moaning about being big n uncomfortable!

Thank u xxxx

[kallis3]

I bet you won't! You'll just be glad you are big and uncomfortable!

[MrsKnight]

[:D] very true Jan, I think I will be very content!

Can feel this one bopping about already [:)]