Thanks Jan, apart from confusing excitement for panic at the minute, nothing really upsets me nowadays, i want everything to work out is all,i do tend to walk away a lot from nonsense these days, as soon as i feel myself feeling a bit faint or get chest pain, i shut off or actually tell people to politely shut up or come back to me when they have a good idea of any outcome they may want from an interaction with me.Arrogant sounding i know, but i fuss with my own self enough without allowing anybody else to do it.There is somebody at work who i find gives me nasty palpitations all the time, always going off on one, and i'd had it the other night, she was barking at everyone, then it was my turn, i just reached into my pockets and pulled out 2 earplugs and jammed them in my ears, right in front of her face, she got the message.I do however still need to practice on not stressing my own self out, though the ticker usually does that for me, it's funny, i can be as busy as you like at work, and not feel a thing.At home it's different.And hey i made it through the first year, i'm moving, and thoroughly looking to being in the same position this time next year when it will be time for my 2nd review, delicious quite frankly.
