I understand how you feel Fudge - I was terrified the night before I went to court. Dave and I rowed on the way there and he told me to get out and walk - until I pointed out it was actually my car! Once I got there and the little Hitler on security had let us in everything changed - I felt a lot calmer as the clerk was lovely. I started shaking again before I went in to see the judge, but I relaxed a bit when his mobile started ringing!
I can't see any reason that you will lose the money that you have transferred. When I left the court I was given a letter with the details of the OR's office should I need to contact them. I would ring the OR (if you haven't already heard from them) when the money clears and explain why you need the money. As I said before, they will not leave you without money to live. BR is not a punishment, more of a 'retraining' exercise - the idea is that you have enough money to remain solvent. Just remember the OR and their examiners are human beings and may well have children themselves. They are only doing a job, and most of them will be reasonable.
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