Hi and thanks
I have been involved in genetic research at the maudesley hospital for 5 years, my family is of great interest to them, it only seems to affect boys and I am a carrier, i didnt know this though at the time. One of my boys is gluten and milk sensetive and I have been checked for thyroid problems, which I do not have. I have been quite ill with flu these past two weeks, but I can expect that with the shock and christmas, arranging the funeral etc. Its been a very difficult time for all of us. May see the GP if I dont pick up soon though.
I am going to think about things first, I have all sorts of emotions at the moment, yearning, lonley, angry, hopeless and hopeful. I also dream about mom and then wake up, I suppose thats normal though because she died within an hour after I saw her smiling and full of life. Its a process that I have to go through, My children are grieving too, but its difficult for them to understand.
Thank you for taking the time to say this, I appreciate it.
LILY