Hi all
Thanks, it was just a visit out of the blue and I am paranoid that they think I cant cope with the children. When all this debt stress started I had some kind of virus which was autoimmune and was destroying platelets. I go and have the levels checked, no definate diagnosis, I dont know if they know. Anyway they check ermm RSA levels I think, not too sure. I always phone and tell them if I am not going. I just want it all over with to be honest. Anyway on sunday I bashed my face bending down to the dishwasher and the bruise? Well I looked like a monster so I phoned them up and told them, I also felt very tired and struggling. They must have told this woman to come, she knew nothing about the children, I just feel that I want to cope with it on my own, its not a biggy, the levels are usually fine. I hate the steroids they give me etc. I was just worried, I dont really know why. I know my kids, the things that make them stress, the things that make them happy, I dont really want anyone coming in and upsetting that. I know they only want to offer help, she said something about DLA, I am not sure they would be too pleased if claimed that, being a carer. Would that be a problem?? She went through all the things like money and what would I do if I didnt have the problem with the illness and the benefits etc. How I cope at night and what happens if I am struggling and how long per day on average would I stuggle for, how many days a week etc.
The house is very clean and tidy, I always keep on top of it and she can see the kids are looked after.
Anyway, thanks for your replies, I am kind of calmer now, going to get a chinese and chill out, have an early night. I went out to Aldi's so could afford the chinese. Only £6 and I have exactly £6 change after I hand over the flippin £300 for my car.
