mine never appeared in the paper, aren't i the unlucky one?
jane i would hate to think that you feel you are alone and a billy no mate, you really aren't, ok we can't all come and visit at once, (don't think you would be too impressed if we did) but we are all your mate here, and we are all in this together, i never like to think of someone feeling alone, i have a handful of friends, i don't see all the time through choice, i like being alone, but i have my kids and they are the every day friends i need to see, on the other hand i have my virtual friends on here who i could now never do with out, and then there is good old lilly and skippy who keep me sane, without their e-mails and support i don't know where i would be, lilly has seen me through some dark days and i mean very dark days, now there is never a day goes by that we don't e-mail each other even if it is only to say hello, how are you, really jane there are loads of friends out there, you don't have to face them just talk to them on here, i do admittedly have a very understanding mum and dad again i would never ever have got this far if i didn't.
one thing that did upset me this week and i did feel a failure was we met an old neighbour from 25 yrs ago, and you know how they go on about their kids etc and my mum stood there praising me for working in harley street and doing this etc, and then the bombshell, she could have done better tho, she could have gone further, i felt my heartbeat and thought what is she going to say, and she said but she fell in love in stead and left it all.
thump back down to earth she is more annoyed with me for giving up my career than being
BR.
sleep tight jane you have been through enough.
kerri
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