Thanks you lovely people I just want some normality sometimes, its not easy bringing up disabled kids on your own, making all the decisions and hoping you get it right as the consequences can raise hell. I am kind of looking forward to getting them back tomorrow but I dont know how to tell the children now, or if I am doing the right thing. I just want to curl up into a ball right now. I am so grateful to those who have been supportive. I hate being gloomy, I know I will bounce back though, I have to.
Thanks again, I just want to take a break now from the forum and get my self together.
I will see some at the FF, lets make it a really fun, good night, out, eh?