Lost for words

[MrsKnight]

Just catching up with some of my threads.

Thank you all for your kind words & I know I can get in touch and off lad on you guys here & off the forum.
I think my way of coping has been to bottle it all up and not show how I was feeling, it was my way of coping to be strong for everyone around me.
My mums doing well and not had a drink since - I think it was a huge wake up call for her. I am still doing the cooking for them & my friend is coping a lot better now. My boys are more settled at school - though little one is struggling with the full time bit! And the oldest is having problems with his ears again & been off school.
My husband has been off work sick & was admitted to hospital for further tests - but had to go home due to no beds. So he was put on really strong pain killers which made him as high as a kite for a while - but they really helped & his body got used to them. Just waiting for a second MRI scan - which is next wednesday. They think he may have a bone abnormality which is causing him pain & affecting his ability to walk, but this is just a guess by them as they are baffled as to what is actually wrong. Going to find out what the CT scan & full bone x ray results found on monday.
I am alittle bit better - still drained & tired n worrying alot. Throwing myself into finding pennies & searching for bargains for the boys as there birthdays & christmas are coming up soon.
Thank you all once again for your thoughts & kind words - they really ment alot & had me in tears. xxxxx

[Julie]

Hi lyns - thats good news about your Mum, little steps at the time. Hope your Dad is coping ok.

Fingers crossed with hubbys tests, its the not knowing that can be worse than anything. Shocking he had to go home due to lack of beds, but then again it shouldn't come as a surprise to us.You hear about it all the time, unfortunatley.

Aah the boys all worn out by the time they hit home?

I can understand your way of coping is by bottling up, I tend to put a mask on for the outside world and crumble when I feel I can. You know we're all here for you xx