When I told her about the IVA she thought I was going to tell her I was pregnant - I think that would have been more of a shock to her! Dave suggested that I start the conversation with "Guess what Mum, I'm going to be in the paper!" Don't worry, I won't say that, but it did make me laugh!
It's really weird, one minute I can laugh (not because I think it's funny, but because there's nothing else to do), and the next minute I'm panicking as I think of something, like the gambling.
I do feel better now that I have made the decision, and I am looking forward to March as we are going away to Dave's mum's place by the sea for a few days for my birthday so I can relax then - it has no phone and no computer, and mobiles can be switched off!
Thanks again for all your help and support Lily, and if there's ever anything I can help you with, just ask xxx
Onwards and upwards!!!
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