cant tell you how good it feels to talk to someone,being stuck in a counrty with a lingo i dont understand and no friends of family here, we live off 600 pension amonth, which pays the morgage , elec , water land tax and transporting the kids to school , no free bus services here, books for school as there not free , try to live off the land for food, my husband is shacked up with friends in uk as its a new job not sure how much his yearly pay will be but think about 26 a year he will have to sort out long term accomadation, but i would think about 1000 amonth would be free,when i say black horse i ment lloyds thats about 80thousand and yes i dont think i can take much more off this isolation, the house is on the market but nothing has come off it yet, if i could find away to come back to uk i to could work to boost the income, just dont know which way to turn for the best, the kids are deeply unhappy, and i am finding it hard to manage life on a daily base