Hara
You are a long standing forum member,very sensible and responsible.You will get through this,I'm sure that a F+F will be an answer and ending to your problems.We have all felt at rock bottom,but I can tell you,from experience,that there is light at the end of the tunnel,and it's nearer than you think.You have all the support that you need on this forum.
Write to your IP,recorded delivery,with your thoughts and concerns.They have a duty to reply and take action.
I will email you my personal email address so that you can contact me when you feel low.
Regards
Andy Davie
IVA.co.uk Spokesperson and Website Manager
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