............this forum has been, until today, the worst time of my life, a source of comfort to me. I have spoken to one member of it on the telephone. I apologise if something doesn't add up and devastated at the implication. Thank you those who helped and supported me. It helped a great deal, and ...

No he really didn't he preferred to die than do the decent thing. He kept her right to his last breath. He really was scum, made me nurse him singlehanded through the horror of his cancer, ran me into the ground and still went to her.

If he loved me he wouldn't have done what he did, he wouldn't have stolen from his own children.

You know what, I LOVED him so so much, would have died for him, only ever tried to make him and my family happy. I never even made the list of what is important. He died, and as I left the hospital, in my jamas, kar keys in my hand, death cert in other, alone because he never allowed me friends and ...

I have never said that to anyone, the end.

LEGALLY they have to resusictate him and they did they term it an "active"resus, as in agressive, I heared his poor ribs crack.........................and that WAS FINE the once, heWANTED IT, the 1o mins after I held him and told him how loved he is.

ON Thursday he WILL BE HOME, he is coming back as he wanted to, Funeral is 12.40 at Llwydcoed crem, at 12 he will be home, and at 12.3 they will take him there. To ME it would sound horrendous but he BELONGS HERE at home. (YES HOME as I have it now, I mean we all know it is unlikely we will be here ...

Truly, honestly, it will be MY priviledge to meet all and any of my friends here, I did plan and hope to. The truth is, as you all gather, Rich never ever did have a time when he had any health. He was diagnosed, the chemo decimated him and the radiotherapy destroyed him, at the end they gae him a s...

As always THANK YOU ALL. He was home all of the time, he went in to hospital for things I literally could not do, drips, rehydration, minor palliative surgery, stent insertion, day to day, washing and in the end touching, because itn was in his bones and his skin..............and I could manipulate ...

He has had so so many things to overcome, the cancer, a stroke, infections............yesterday at 9.20 ( I know this because him and me, we had a plan, I do the 3 kids/3schools taxi and nurse him, and do it all before 9.25, JEREMY time!) he had had enough, he didn't want to die was terrified, he ba...

Hello all and thank you, as always, thank you eh? Ok we are all here, his IVA is gone, papers in place all that. Mine is also done, Payplan tell me anyway, but I am still on the list of insolventsor whatever it is called. Payplan told me the vote to accept full and final payment for us both was 100%...

Just to update, he got incredibly ill, was in hospital. Things looked not good to say the least.

Anyway, he is here, home, getting stronger each and every day!

Many thanks, I emailed him.

Everyone has been incredibly kind.

THANK YOU ALL. xxx

As always, and from my heart, THANK YOU NALL, so many thank yous. ONE day I will try to help others as much as people here helped me. Melanie, I have an odd thing, the email account I used to log in here has been closed, I left it too long to log in there, I am hoping to ring you and not only thank ...

Julie, that coffee, on me, and Melanie's too....................muffins as well!

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Ida, we are so very pleased for you - now you can concentrate on what matters - the health and well being of your husband. My husband cannot look at the computer screen (doctor's orders) until his eyes are better - I look for him- but he was overjoyed for you when I told him. J PLEASE tel him how m...