We will be ok, not blind faith but what else can we be?
This PET scanner, it saw "bad" stuff, from what I have read today anything, anything from a pimple if it's set to look, to a tumour and it will flag it up. YES he has a lump in his jaw, you can see it if you look closely and know where to look, he hasn't eaten for a year, not properly, not slept properly for as long, more probably, first symptom was pain in back and vomiting late at night. IF you put me under that PET scanner it'd see some things that are flagged as "bad", I haven't eaten well for a while ( I AM NOW, NOW I have something to fight) not slept, plenty of "bad" to be flagged up on me, and I feel and AM FINE, never mind him, so ill and run down.
So we need to get a picture of what is wrong and whatever it is we will be together, we'll sort it.
I have to add the money as not a worry helps, it really does, it means I can buy him some jamas and some towels with no holes ,as well as afford the petrol to the hospitals (Velindre Cancer Centre? Royal Glamorgan Hospital) both some 30 miles away from us, Velindre we need to go to twice a week for as long as is forseeable, I'd walk there etc but in reality, petrol costs a lot of money..................I have a LITTLE to pay for it now payplan helped me out, suspended the payment s I can make a list, top being what I spend on petrol money, rest being to be budgeted.
