may, i have a very high profile job and i am respected throughout my industry, i was scared that they would see it in the local rag, but to be honest so far nearly 2 months down the line it hasn't been published, i worried i would lose my credibility, but here is the best one, i have just been inspected by the local nhs/pct and have received the best report for the best admin/documentation and policies, health and safety and cossh, that was possible and my boss was told that i should be commended for the work that i had done, i don't even think me going BR comes into it, i still work the same, my credibility is still the same i have won 3 prestigious awards over the last 2 yrs i don't think my boss is going to get rid of me do you? and if anyone said anything he would laugh, he knows how hard i work and the commitment i give, BR doesn't even come into it, he thinks i have been very brave and very badly advised, in all honest i would never opt for an iva because so many are failing, (here comes the backlash) i was so prepared to go with anything my IP said regardless, i am so glad it was rejected not at the time tho, i worry about those that have committed to 5 yrs and would love to see how many make it, thats my personal opinion because i was led down the wrong path, but for others it has worked, if your are worth your salt it doesn't matter, and i truly believe that, i wrote a letter to my boss and explained my circumstances and hence the time i was taking off ill, he couldn't believe it, i would show up for work do my job, i wrote in my letter if he felt that i was no longer able to do my job through BR then i would understand, i got the biggest telling off you could imagine,there was no way on this earth he was going to let me go regardless and no one else could do my job to the high specifications that i did, can you imagine how i felt, it was a new beginning, i don't want to beef myself up but if you are truly worth it your employer will say so and keep you regardless of what mess you have become in your personal life.
thank you by the way for your kind words, i just want everyone to see the positive side of BR, its been the making of me.
kerri
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