my meeting i didnt sleep at all last nite im so worried, im hoping we get a yes, but we had no phone calls no post no nothing for a week so this makes me worry more, as i said b4 black horse say they gona refuse it any way, n now im worried that others may too, i no not long to wait now, i feel physycaly sick and am shaking like anything, im trying to keep busy but cant.....
oh god im trying to work out my next step....... cause im 100 % sure its gona fail i no i dont o that and im sorry im moaning again, but i cant see anything else, im dreading ringing up at 12.30 and getting oh im so sorry, cause then i dont no what we do.......arrah i hate been like this.[:(]
