Hi all. I apologise, this will be a little meltdown here.
Still no call back from the correct person at payplan. I rang a few times. I haven't nagged because frankly, I am terrified.
My job is gone, as discussed. I don't earn what they want from me. At my age, I am not placing any great hope in earning that again. Next step for me is a state pension on the money front.
I am terrified that I didn't tell them about my redundancy money, I didn't technically get another job and they had it pretty much all back anyway.
I am further terrified, more terrified in fact, that they will extend my payment time. I have done 4 years, I cannot do more than the agreed time, emotionally I mean. My children are growing, they need clothes that fit, something new would be nice for them. They go without, have nothing.
I am sorry, I'd better stop because starting to describe it is like a floodgate opening.
Also, I am certain everyone here knows the score on the payments thing.
I went through my papers, no mention of any payments given to creditors, I possibly mislaid said info, can't access it because I need to contact payplan to do so.
I don't recall having that info though.
I don't know, grasp the nettle and sit on the phone is the factual advice, but what will the outcome be? Will it be even worse for me?