Thank you - I really appreciate this from the bottom of my heart, and all the supportive comments. I don't want to come across as helpless and weak, I am not usually like this. I have just reached a crisis. Thank you.
I can totally relate to how you are feeling right now, I too had no one to talk to as my parents are so old school and would not have supported me, I also went to the doctors and she was fantastic and helped me so much in making me realise that I wasn't the failure I thought I was.
I was convinced my proposal wouldn't go through but it did with no modifications and 100 percent votes, it does and will get better i promise you.
Thank you Trina, I just want it all to stop and get my life back together, I know that only I can do that though. I am hoping the antidepressants will help me and calm me down as I am not helping myself or anyone else by being in this state. Plus like you all, I have to keep my job and remain focused. Its all about priorities isn't it? I pay my mortgage, I work really hard and a keep a roof over my and my mums head. Same as you all. I feel like an absolute failure, but I hope that will pass. I look at peoples faces all the time and wonder if they are in the same situation. I cant see a way forward at present but I know that i have to. Its either sink or swim.
I have just sent an email to Melanie/Tina, just outlying where I am at present and my fears. I just needed to get it on paper so to speak. Melanie, I am speaking to Tina on Weds, but if you get a chance to read my email before then, I would really appreciate it. Sorry guys, I wont post again now until after I have spoken to Tina on Weds as I think I am coming across a bit deranged again. Sorry for this. So stupid. Thank you x
That e-mail goes through to Tina, so I can't really see it. Can you send through to my own e-mail at melaniegiles@pjgrecovery.com. Apologies admin - you can delete this post later if you object to the use of my e-mail here.
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Thank you - I really appreciate this from the bottom of my heart, and all the supportive comments. I don't want to come across as helpless and weak, I am not usually like this. I have just reached a crisis. Thank you.
Hi Lily havent had anything from admin yet re it email address x
