font size="1" face="Verdana, Arial, Helvetica">quote:<hr height="1" noshade>Originally posted by recovering
I have a tendancy to be over dramatic!!!!
No way are you being dramatic. We are all feeling very scared and worried. No amount of someone saying, 'lets see how it goes', and 'don't worry' is going to magically make us feel better and safer.
I for one am already feeling sick in much the same way I did for the three months it took to set up the IVA. My worry is that we won't have a 'human' that understands what I am saying and instead will be reading from a rule sheet to tell me that what I am saying is not going to be...that we will conform or else.
Yes it is a case of wait and see, lets face it there is absolutely nothing else we can do whatsoever, and I will wait and see, I am not chasing my review or questions. They can come to me.
I have always panicked about getting my review done quickly, making sure we stick to the rules, we have always been totally up front in every single aspect of our lives, with EVERYTHING. I have got enough to worry about right now without having to chase after this IVA or what next...I will just have to have a meltdown every time I think about it, and then try to find somethign else to take my mind off it....perhaps and upcoming operation will help.
And before anyone says its the protocol, nothing could be said before hand, it all has to follow a set guideline....we know that. We aren't daft, but we are humans with worries and cares and illnesses and life issues. So nothing anyone says will make a difference. All we can do is have a rant/type to try and get some of the worries out of our systems.